"I have been driven many times upon my knees  with overwhelming conviction,

I had nowhere else to go" - Abraham Lincoln

Irony

Sometimes things can go no wrong.. everything seems to be going perfectly well.

You come to the verge of absolute bliss.

You achieve what you always wanted.

You should be happy.... and as it happened with me... should be the happiest.

But Im sad..

Im not so selfish .. not so self centered that I can enjoy..

Im disheartened.

When  I should be out partying.. 

Im sitting at home mourning.. Hungry and unfed

I wish I could have people around me whom could party with me...

I wish I was not alone on the happiest day of my life..

I wish... I wish  lot of things..

My mentor always used to say...

Its always lonely at the top.

But I never expected it to be so meaningless.. So shallow... So SAD